Moment of self-pity

Right now I am fighting the urge to cry. No, no-one is making me want to cry (‘cos you know I am not letting anyone have that power). It’s just… you know… one of those things.

Just one of those things.

Just one of those days.

Just one of those years.

By the way, I hate Ass with the fire and intensity of 1,000 suns.  My rage for him is growing daily and threatening to overpower my sensibilities. But – *deep breath* this too shall pass.

Anywhoo………

Life is hard. Wear a helmet.

Life is hard. Wear a helmet.  A phrase I appropriated from a poster on an online message board. I like it. It really reflects my current mood and state of mind. It’s succinct, it’s to the point, it’s real and it’s the truth.

Finding ME: Intimacy

As an ongoing part of my emotional/psychological self-discovery, one of the texts that My Therapist has me studying is Dr Harriet Lerner’s Dance of Intimacy.  So far I’ve only photocopied and read the first 3 chapters (and intensely studied probably only half of that), but discussion of what INTIMACY is, what it means to me, how I can achieve it, etc, has already begun in our sessions.

I’m a lazy bloggerf****r

If I wasn’t so very very lazy, I would write my own blog post instead of appropriating someone else’s meme. But I learned a long time ago to embrace my inner sloth so…

Let it be.

And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer, let it be.
Let it be, let it be. Yeah
There will be an answer, let it be.
~ Let It Be, The Beatles

L’extrémité ~ the end

We broke up last night.

My horoscope for today: You need to make a choice as you approach the edge of your rationalizations. You can head full steam past the logical limit, attempting to power your way beyond it. But this kind of impulsive attack may be foolhardy and even frustrating. Don’t push; instead, try to understand what this situation can teach you. When you learn that lesson, everything will flow easier.

Word!

Happy, happy, joy, joy

Joy is not in things; it is in us. ~ Richard Wagner, 1813-1883